Mayssaa J Koussa

My name is Mayssaa J Koussa, and I’m here to help you get through your worries and your problems.
And you are here to ask questions, share your problems and opinions about various topics and subjects, subjects that sometimes you can’t discuss with your friends and family members, so please feel free to post anything that you feel like sharing or confessing.
Now I’m pretty sure most of you will ask him or herself why should I be confident confessing to this person in particular. Well the first thing you’re supposed to think about or consider is the fact that in here no one is going to judge you on the contrary I am here to help you as much as I can, first of all as a person and second of all as a psychologist.

What is psychology? Psychology, in simple words, is the study of human behavior.
Quote: “People who do not understand themselves have a craving for understanding”. By Wilhelm Stekel

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I have just received the message below this mourning from one of my closest best feinds ever, I feel guilty about my self and I know every thing he said is ture about me yet I am still in deniel, and I cannot change what I am although I really want to, please advice, my freinds is addressing me by saying this : I wanted to say this to you in writing because words have no value.. most of words are soaked with hypocrisy, lies and deceit. Not that am deceiving you, but because i am too nice to face you with the truth. The truth that since I've met you, you've been nothing but a true son of a bitch to be, you try to cover it up, to pedal back thinking you're outsmarting me or that am completely unaware of whatever of what you do, but am simply to nice to confront you, i never wanted to hurt your feelings. Since you came to Canada, every single time you contacted me was for something, believe it or not i kept record on a small notebook in my car, every time you ever called me was for a favour. you never actually wanted to see me not even once!!!, i can fuckin list it for you. it's unreal!!you don't see yourself and you don't hear yourself when you talk you say hurtful things to people around you. You search your mind, how many times you stabbed me in my back? i know them all and you know them as well.. do you think i believe that you would help me find a job? i wouldn't bet that you would feed me a piece of bread if i was hungry. I am positive that you will be very succesfull in your life but i am pretty sure 5000% that nothing good to me would ever come from you. Do you think i have ever bought that you're my friend? i know you, i know that friends, family, religions, values, dogmas mean nothing to you. you have something stronger then all of those, an instinct and a certain genetic code that drives you. and that you don't quite understand yourself. really am not saying this because am mad at you, i swear am not, but the last thing i want in life is to have a friend like you. without any hard feelings...just get out of my life, i don't want anything to do with you or your numnuts friend anymore.

i am maybe virgin but I had alot of fantacies, I am not a play boy, gay , ... am educated , good looking, and almost in shape, I am new to Canada this is why I cant adapt so quickly, but I want to ,, and maybe with a Canadian woman, I am also submissive to ladies and feel they want to fuck me or beat me, if you know how to to this it will reallY turn me on !! ya I am real, not sure though, I am just in a phase Where I am trying to discover myself in many ways, and I am finding some thing special, I like to treat women with respect and also working on a plan to build a family, I made a stupid mistake and lost the love of my life she is now with a photographer, my roomate think I am gay and I am starting to consider whether I could be a blumlkin eater, of a worthy woman of course... But I also like to build a relationship first maybe we'll meet for a coffee meanwhile, and then we'll keep in touch, and then who knows what could happen?! so what do u think , am I normal or I need to see a phsco doctor ?!

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my boyfriend left me. he says im mean to him, but im not im just.. blunt. we were together for a year. i dreamed of a future with him. he is the only one who understands me on that level. he says he still loves me but that we dont work anymore.. i already had depression before the break up but now.. its worse. i want to call him or text him till he answers but he wont. and i dont want to be a burden. i just want to forget and be happy again.. i can act happy but inside im suffering. massively. i want to cry but i dont. i feel.. unlovable. like im defective.. give me some insight please..

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hey maam...how r yu:)..actually im a 20 year old guy rite now.. i had suffered from cancer 4 years back when i was 16...and i have recovered from it..its almost been 3 years now..i had osteogenicsarcoma that is (in my upper limb.. my left shoulder area....it has been operated....doctors have removed my shoulder muscle and have used a prosthetic device...due to this im not able to lift my hand up...my forehand portion and the palms all work fine...i cant use the portion above the elbow...the shoulder looks a bit smaller than the other shoulder but if i wear a shirt its not that noticeable...the problem is about my future...i have handled my self well till now very well without any complains..and i am used to it right now...but what about when my time comes for marriage...will any girl would be willing to marry a guy who is disabled...or she would prefer a guy who is healthy enough to take care of his family...i believe i am the best guy around with a good heart (that's my personal feeling)...because there are very few people around with a good heart...and i am sure i will be able to keep my family happy if the girl doesn't consider my physical fitness...please tell me what you think...:)

Mayssaa J Koussa

Hey, Well i honestly don't know how much i can insist and emphasize the fact that i am 100% sure that no girl would ever mind what you consider a disability (even though in my honest personal opinion its not). In all cases, if ever you met a girl that had a problem with it you should not worry about it or let it affect you; instead you should completely block her out of your life because she will not be worth your time or your worries. If you need to share something else, please don't hesitate.

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