simply confess

confess

Tomorrow is a new day & everything’s gonna be okay
goodnight

been starving myself for 3 days now, 7 days to go.
size 32, here i come

Another day built from nothing but loneliness. The light that used to brighten my day is now gone again, leaving for only trace, a hole in my heart. The emptiness makes everything seem so big and complete, in contrast with what’s inside of me. When you’re sitting alone in the darkness, waiting for this sunshine to rise on you and it doesn’t, the silence becomes the loudest noise you have ever heard. All hope is gone, and the pain is consuming my insides like fire and a piece of paper, until there’s nothing left but dust that disappears with the slightest windy day, just like you, you were gone with the wind, without leaving anything behind but those regrets. I wish I could go back in time for just one night, to have you back in my arms in a dream. Silence… The emptiness has pushed its claws deep into my skin, taking away all my feelings like a hurricane, bringing me nothing but pain. Suffering, feeling like an intruder in the places where I used to belong, I have to force myself to realize I’ll never find peace, I’ll never find that place where it feels like I’m finally home. I’ve been hanging for too long, holding tight, pulling, with the only strenght of my own two arms, this rope around my neck that’s making me the prisoner of my thoughts. I am battling alone. I am now, and I will be, until my very last breath. Come and admire the view with me, it’s so sad and morbid it’s almost beautiful..

I’m too sexy for this site.
That’s why I quit.

I’m the type of person that doesnt make fun of anyone’s personnality or appearance. I accept anyone for how they are and look like. The problem is this is a cruel world full of heartless people. I keep being critcized about my body continuously. I keep telling myself to not care about those bastards and what they say but then again i’m like fuck this shit i don’t deserve this! I keep thinking that people will grow up but they keep judging everyone. What they dont understand is that words are like knives and can hurt like hell. What they dont understand is that the things they say about me wether its to my face or behind my back, makes me cry myself to sleep everynight and ask myself what i did to deserve this.

You know that feeling of not being enough ? But then you find this person who changes everything and makes you laugh when you can’t even smile? That’s what I felt when we met, he’s adorable , he can make my heart stop in a second, I know everything about him, everything. I care too much but I don’t know if he cares too. Sometimes he shows me he cares and sometimes he knows I’m sad but doesn’t even ask why and it kills me . But even though it kills me, I can’t be mean to him, I keep on talking to him and do whatever he asks me too. I know he took me for granted but that’s not making me love him less. I know now that he took me for granted he’ll never wanna be with me but even though it kills me I don’t wanna lose this even if it means being his friend. But what was that friendship all about? Why would he kiss me if he knew he was going to end it the next day? I hate him for this. I hate hate hate him . But still I can’t bring my self to leave him because despite the hate I hold for him the love I have in my heart for him is way stronger. And I can’t give up on this. HELP

Does T.A. and K.O.W the same person? Cause I was reading you both, and I realized you have the same kind of thinking…

I wish I would be better but I’m not.
I’m just a jerk masked as a good guy.
Sometimes I don’t know who I am, Mr Hyde or Mr Jekyll.
Probably both, as anybody else…

I don’t want him but I want him at the same time. He’s not someone I’d chose but he’s someone I don’t wanna lose. YiiiI I love hiiiiiim !

what should i do if the only person i want to be with is the only person i cant be with..

I love her more than anything in the world

After everything we’ve been through I know he’s responsible for my heartbreak but I keep on blaming myself because I know I’d let him in if he comes back. I hate myself for not moving on, I’m trying but I can’t. Everything reminds me of him. The worst part is that we weren’t even together but we used to act like we were and suddenly he didn’t wanna act anymore but didn’t wanna be with me either. I can’t complain because we were attached nothing more.

Even though I’m only 14, I want to have a girlfriend really bad. I’ve always thought of girls highly and never though they had cooties or some shit like that when I was younger. I strive to be romantic, and even gave my special someone a freshly picked rose for Valentine’s Day. The problem is, every girl I’ve ever had affection for has either been repulsed, had a boyfriend (this bothers me especially), or stuck me in the friend zone. I’ve tried talking to my friends about this but they just think I’m stupid cause I’m relatively young. Everywhere I go at parties, in my town, and even in school, I see more and more people hugging, kissing, playing with each other. It just makes me sadder and sadder to see everyone else happy and in love while I’m alone, to the point where I’m starting to feel depressed to some extent. I don’t want sex or anything like that, I just want to be able to hold a girl in my embrace and tell her I love her. What should I do? Somebody please make me feel better. (And any people with negative comments, save it cause I’ve already heard it).

I’ve been used, manipulated, and lied to by almost every guy I liked and trusted. I keep seeing my friends going out with good guys that respect them. Why can’t I have a guy like that? Why do I I always attract players and dirty-minded guys? I’m sick of this..

I know we decided to stay friends but I miss what we had.
I miss you so much