simply confess

confess

And if you realise that I’m not there for you anymore, remember you’re the one who pushed me away.
I’m out

Seriously all i think about is suicide, my life has no sense anymore..don’t have anything to do anymore, but to sit all day long and to think about whats gna happen next..
i smile, just to try to cover it, but i don’t know how much i can keep on smiling, cause this is killing me.. i love them so much but i think im gna let go, of everything, everyone..

“J’aurais aime t’aimer, comme on aime le soleil, te dire que le monde est beau et que c’est beau d’aimer.
J’aurais aime t’ecrire le plus beau des poemes et construire un empire juste pour ton sourire;
devenir le soleil pour secher tes sanglots et faire battre le ciel pour un futur plus beau.
Mais c’est plus fort que moi, tu vois je n’y peux rien, ce monde n’est pas pour moi, ce monde n’est pas le mien.
Au revoir mes amis, au revoir mes freres, au revoir mon pays, a nous 2 la lumiere.”
[Saez]

I’m sorry…

You can’t lose something you never had. You can’t end something that never began.
I’m back to the person I once was. The one that didn’t care. The one who doesn’t love. The one who keeps her distance with all. Better this way. I miss the old me.
The most frustrating thing, is you’re not even gonna recognize this.

Je t’emmerde Y.
L. <3

<3 ….

L. <3. Plus que trois jours.
Btw j'admet je merite une baffe je suis prete a me l'auto-infliger. Je t'aime.
Y.

I give up

I just acted completely stupid with a guy that i wanted…. Ouch :/ hahaha

Even though i sometimes say that i don’t like her, deep down i love her… a lot.
Je sais que tu vas lire ça mais je sais aussi que tu ne vas pas savoir c’est qui…

“And who’s to say we won’t survive it too?”
Ca c’est a toi mon amour..

I feel like collapsing. Wasssshhhhhhh it alllllllll awayyyyyyyyyyy…

T.A.

I don’t know why I keep protecting you while you fucked me up..

I won’t stop reading your post and I will always find them. Even if I am not in front of you I can know what you thinking about <3

ha ha fucker- here’s the deal. My friend S? I really did sleep with him- like 20 years ago when we were 15. But I don’t tell you because your a fucking faggo jealous freak and would probably strangle me if you knew. BUT I only lied because of the jealous insecure FAG that you are. Nothing would happen now. NOTHING. EVER. NOT IN A MILLION YEARS EVER. WE WERE KIDS. WE PUT THE PAST BEHIND US AND NOW WE’RE FRIENDS. But you? You’d never understand because you’re a pussy mama’s boy. And besides, you get to keep in touch with any and all women YOU’VE fucked. So I don’t know what your problem is other than YOU know that the only reason you stay in touch with them is for the prospect of fucking them again. So then, why else would S want to keep in touch with ME for right when that’s the only reason you keep in touch with your exes. You’re a fucking pig.

Well, here’s the deal again. I’m starting to hate you and actually can’t wait to be free of you. You’re a crybaby. A self centered 4 year old stuck in a grown man’s body. AND I HATE YOU. Thanks for being a great big dick over the last two years. Helped me realize how AWESOME I am on my own