simply confess

confess

Je sens que je te perds… Mais je t’aime tant mon ange…

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This one is for you festayke, I jst read it in a blog, and it made me think of you: “to laugh is to survive”.
Souris tu as le plus beau sourire au monde, abuses-en!

On ma toujours accuse d etre une personne qui suporte pas de longue relation , faux que tu saches avec toi c magique apres toute ces annes je veux toujours reste avec toi

I did a really bad think sleeping over at my friends house last night that i had already gotten in trouble for something of this sort with someone else… My friend had fallen asleep and he already knew that i was gay. But for me he is just irresistibly hot to me, so i was kind of feeling him up and we can just say that things got crazy. To the point were i was blowing him, and i really dont know why i did it. I Really just wish i hadn’t but he cumed in my mouth and I really enjoyed it. But eventualy he would keep like waking up, and the last time i started to fell him he was awake and he was like wow man what are you doing… And i was texting him and he really wants to know what was in my “dream.” but now every time i talk about it, it feels as if something is pushing on my chest so i can breath and eating away at the back of my heart and i get a shock down the back of my spine, and i just get this feeling like it just isnt going to go away…

Les mecs ne me prennent pas au serieux, and why would they avec tout ce que j’ai foutu cette annee?!
Les gens me prennent pour une imbecile quand je leur raconte comment tu me parle et ce que tu me dit, ils m’engeulent et ne comprennent pas pourquoi je te laisse me traiter comme ca. Tu me parle comme si j’etais ta pute, devant tout le monde. You brag about me infront of your friends, tu m’invite a baiser en public, et je te laisse, je rigole avec toi.
Ca me derange oui. Mais ce que les gens ne comprennent pas cest que si jamais je n’ouvre pas ma bouche, et je ne te donne pas la claque que tu merite, c’est pck inconsciement, dans un sens, je sens que je merite ce que tu me dis. C’est tout ce que les mecs veulent de moi, me baiser. Maybe that’s all I deserve, maybe that’s what i was made to do, cause apperantly that’s only what pple want from me. Quand je leur dit que je veux pas baiser, on me jette. D’ailleur je sais pas dire non, j’ai ete forcee plusieurs fois a faire des choses que je voulais pas juste paske je sais pas dire non, cest comme si je nai pas le droit de dire non, cause that guys expect from me, and that’s all I’ll ever have.

8 days ago I made a wish and it came true . Some girl had posted this website http://www.real-wishes.com on her blog talking about how her wish came true. So I went and tried it and it actually came true. I asked for something really good and it came true. I asked for something beneficial for all human kind and it came true. I’m just totally amazed and not even messing with you all. If you have something that you wish for and its good for you and others then go ahead and try it because it freaking works bye

i wna sleep with cameron diaz

Faut être un idiot pour ne pas vouloir que je te parle.
Je trouve que c’est un manque de personnalité.
Ass-hoooolleee … ca te di un truc haha

He asked me to have the guitar to play just one song and I refused. My energy was just high at that moment and I was playing like no other time and he had to come and ask me in that moment for the guitar?! well sir I’m sorry it’s a really good time for me and can’t always say yes to you. So this time it’s a no no no! so handle the tough truth! and be it!

I am working hard on cheating on my wife. My marriage is BS, I am staying in because the kids are my life. Every day I offer to pick the kids up from school to see Mia’s mom. She’s the prettiest woman I’ve ever seen. All last year I shaved and dressed nice and showered and smiled and said hi, I lost 30 lbs and got tan and ripped, I helped out with the school fundraiser, all to catch her eye. It worked. Why this woman has a self esteem problem I do not know, she is a perfect 20. I have huge balls apparently because I cold asked her for a playdate with my daughter, we went to the park a few times, then her house, then my house. Never a spouse around. Then something clicked, she started looking nervous, playing with her hair, staring. I emailed her in the middle of summer and asked her to go to the beach. She said yes. OMG. Best date of my life. Two weeks later she invites me to the pool at her club. OMG this girl is smoking hot. Texting every day. Asked her out for a drink. We’re both married. This is like cocaine, I never want it to stop. I don’t even need to sleep with her, I’m so happy to be this knocked out over a girl I can’t believe it!

I’m horny!

The only reason I haven’t killed myself is because my room is a mess and I’d be embarrassed that my loved ones would be cleaning it up afterwards…. I’m cleaning my room this weekend

Sometimes I wonder if I will ever quit being afraid.

I want a boyfriend T.T… I am 16 years old and I have never kissed a boy, I have never had a serious boyfriend and I hardly like anyone. NO Im not a lesbian or anything, I just dont simply like someone. I want someone thats makes me crazy!