Do you believe in karma? Cause I feel like I’m being punished for every guy I dumped, every guy I couldn’t love. As if I can’t be loved anymore. For nearly 3 yrs now, I’ve been living “on rollycoasters”, I feel like my life is a yoyo that stays much more time down than up.
But for the past 6 months, I’ve been feeling like being stabbed by a knife in the heart wouldn’t make a difference. It doesn’t even hurt anymore. Sometimes the pain is too big, and you just feel numb, you don’t feel it. You might even faint, but you get passed the physical pain of the wound.
I don’t feel it anymore. It’s still here but I don’t feel anything. And I’m afraid I’m never gonna be able to feel anything at all…
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