simply confess

I feel that I’m so twisted & unable to make up my mind on anything
I dont know should I apply for a new job or study or simply get a new life

well is it hard to get to know someone from this site for a relationship !!??

i am bisexual and it is hard to come out in this country

I did Extra Marital Affair I didn’t thought to do wrong, i was thinking to marry her too and live the both, i loves to both of them, I never hide anything from both, but she ditched she know everything i don’t know why she did this.

i hate it when im stressed!!!!!!

Dear Self

you’re brilliant
regardless what happens
or what anyone says

the thoughts given out to you
you choose whether to buy
or to reject

the concepts suggested
you choose whether they suit you
or not

it’s important to remember now
that it’s all your creation
the nagging parents, the annoying best friend, the bitchy boss, the non-functioning smoke alarm at work

it all adds up to whether you’re up for change to be there or not
whether you’re ready for change to enter your circle and sweep you off your feet to another reality

so my dear self, please tolerate and hold this vision I now hand unto you

it’s valuable help you’re receiving from a higher vibration in this moment…stay in it and don’t move

enjoy the frequency!!

love and gratitude

the higher self

OAG

i really wanna convince my gf to have sex with me, i mean we have gone very far with our physical relationship, but still haven’t had sex!

If I wasn’t religious, I’d think I’d have sex with everyone.

Fuck NRJ, Mix FM, Radio One, and ALL the other radio stations and businesses ALL over the world that try to wish me a Merry Christmas. Truth is, you couldn’t care less about Christmas, you commercializing, capitalist fucks.

T.A.

I live to die in a man’s arms and I hate that about myself.

“There’s an invisible man living in the sky who watches everything you do every minute of every day. And the invisible man has as special list of ten things he does not want you to do. And if you do any of these ten things, he has a special place full of fire and smoke and burning and torture and anguish where he will send you to live and suffer and burn and choke and scream and cry for ever and ever till the end of time… But he loves you.”
- George Carlin

T.A.

Thanks T.A, for being so active on this site and helping out people

o<-<

I’m pretending and living a lie now for over 10 years and I just can take it any more?????
I wish I can just scream and tell every one the truth but I’m scared that I will lose them for ever!!

seriously no matter how rich and classy some people are or seem to be, they are mostlyyy nothing but ignorant trash deep down inside. and i’ve only seen so much of this in lebanon. sadly realllly it makes me sad, but lately it’s been driving me INSANEEE i want to slap everyyyyyy idiot who tries to sound sophisticated w henne zbeleeee.
racist jokes, making fun of people judging by their looks, name calling and ranking people as “cool” or “not”
WTH WHAT ARE WE IN GRADE 7? khalas this highschool shit is sooooooo over. and the ironic part is that i saw this attitude at a known university in lebanon. mfakreenle 7alon shi shaghle mhemme or better than people just because “papiiii” can afford it.

ok i feel soo much better =)
EK.Y

here is my story ..
I talked to a girl that at first sight was fun for me. I wanted to use her badly.We talked for 6 months , we had a lot of fights , but as a true fact she was in love with me since the day she met me ..
My feelings toward her were’nt clear.. sometimes i feels that i like her and sometimes i feels that its just a name that shall pass through my life..

Anything i want was given for me.. I just had to ask and my wish will come true..
The whole thing is that after 6months i decided that i dont want her in my life because of a small fight that i enlarged and i could’ve solved it if i wanted

She didnt beleive that i want to break up with her.. she stood on calling me and sending me messages, but i didnt even pic the phone.. untill she sent me a msg and told me that she have to hear my voice just for the last time..

I picked up the phone and talked to her , i felt her heart being destroyed and once again i was a selfish person and i talked as if nothing happened and im continuing my life…

After a while she called at 5 am and she was crying that her friend is treating her badly and not answering, and i recognized that she’s dating him.. she just wanted to tease me… but from her voice i recognized that im still in her heart..

After i knew that she’s talking to whom was supposed to be her friend, i felt jealous and it started to be a shock for me that i left her..
i tried to gain her from the beginning , but wht happend is that she ddnt even look backward.. all wht she was writing on her msn , fb that she loves him… which was a fake thing because her friends told me that..

I entered her life after a long struggle. I entered it by being Dr phill and helping her in her problems and trying to be the good person . I told her that im mistaken and i still love her which is ture
I falled for her after and all my thoughts are going towards her.. I asked for second chance but the answer was No …. u knw wht u did..
I told her that ur feeling towards me felt to ur friend because he was close to u .. and u dont really love him.. its in psychology when u break up , u fall to the nearest person towards u.. after 2 to 3 days i heard that she broke up . and she was asking me what shall she do…
I gave her advices and deep inside i was like burning to get her back..

Till now she didnt talk to any.. I really do love her and i help her in everything and i know all her details and everytime i go and check her fb and my mind goes insane..

she once sent me a msg wht do u feels towards me.. i told her my true feelings towards her.. and that 2nd chances in life are given.. and ull know that a person have changed due to the actions towards u.. she send me a text msg of 16 pages of wht i was to her and how i treated her badly and and and.. i really felt that i was an animal and i always do things in bad way…

What shall i do towards her???I promised myself if she accepts me to re-go back to a relationship. ill do everything for her.. and my words come from the deep of my heart and my real feelings towards her .. I really love her..