simply confess

I had an absolutely wonderful first date two nights ago and an even better second date last night. The conversation flowed effortlessly. There was laughter, some wine, some great food (prepared by yours truly), and some pumpkin pie even ended up on on someone’s face… which subsequently resulted in our first kiss. I’m seeing him again this evening, and my “random feeling” is TOTAL EXCITEMENT!

There’s this boy I sit next to in my lab. He’s not particularly handsome, but he’s smart, talented, funny and has a good heart. That may sound cliche, but I mean it in the most genuine of respects. He snuck me into a basketball game one day after class. It was the most fun I had since I could remember. Although I’m four years older than him, his maturity and kindness astounds me. I stood next to him, watching in amazement how this person enjoyed the simple pleasures in life and decided to bring me along as a lark. I’m not old, but he made me feel young again.

My boyfriend is two years older than me. He’s absolutely handsome. I’m always chasing after him, cleaning up his messes and forgiving him for his shortcomings and errors. Any problems we do have, he causes them. I stay home, waiting most of the time, always bracing myself for the next blow. Although I have almost infinite patience for him, he seems to lack any empathy when I need his support. He always makes me feel older than I should simply because one of us has to be responsible, and that burden falls onto me.

I find it so odd that someone so physically attractive can have such a rotten soul, while the one who lacks the physical beauty is made beautiful because his soul reflects outward.

damn afraid of tomorrows 100mts and 200mts final race!
I want to win them so badly!!

i want to make out with a hot asian guy…so bad…just to kiss someone different for once. mhhh…

wow…i see how you are now…you’re a jerk, really. First you tell me through a text, “I see us just as friends” yet i still get butterflies when i’m around you…i hate it. You act so awkward with me now, it’s like we can’t even be friends because everything is so weird now. I shouldn’t have slept in your dorm room…FAIL.

Why do you have to be such a douche about it though? Just freakin’ talk to me we are after all friends…you don’t even treat like one…if I don’t text you, you won’t.

Even your roommate knows something’s up between us. He asked me, but i have no idea what to tell him because i don’t know what happened. He called me your gf and that’s when i guess you realized i was seeing you more than a friend.

Too bad for you, you lost out on a great person. You’re a jerk anyways…all you do is make fun of me for being vegetarian and a girl…NICE, YOU DOUCHE!!!

Whatever do what you want, i’m not gonna waste my time. JERK.

I’m a guy, 19, and this morning for the third time, while talking to the older guy that lives about a mile up the road, I pissed a little in my jeans.

it’s usually termed having sex or making love but in your case, its me selling my soul, selling myself short.

i just have a feeling toward a friend … actually she’s my best friend .. we talk a lot we know each others a lot .. and it was all good as friendship until this idea of being together came up .. it came up from nowhere and we even talked about it without saying it .. and we agreed that if anyone of us would be in a relationship it would be a something like what we have .. like telling each others everything we think of ..
at first i wasn’t attracted to her .. but then when i knew her more i did like her … the prob is i get angry every time she’s with some other guy .. actually i really do like hanging out with her .. but i’m not sure if the being together thing will ruin or not our friendship that i really care about .. and i don’t know what will happen in case i asked her and she refused .. will it be the same ?!

I just have a feeling toward a friend

I can’t get him out of my head, sometimes I just want to kill those feelings inside me, wish their was a pill to let it vanished. When I remember him every time I feel so much pain in my heart. I love him so so so much I can not think of any other guy but him, but he is just always away from me. I don’t know how can I end this while am the one who is suffering and not sure from his feelings thou he told me but his actions doesn’t seems so. Although he seems away lately, didn’t even call for so long. I just miss him a lot and wish he come back again. like we first met, the guy who impressed me right away with his way of thinking and we matched perfectly out of no where. But I guess people do change and never tell. Please come back because I missed you so much!

there’s two guys conflicting for a spot in my head. at least, they are in my imagination. i can’t stop thinking about either of them, and when i see them, my heart soars. but i hardly get to see either of them.

boy#1: will. he was one of my closest friends last year, and we have the same taste in music and humor, and he’s so kind to me, no matter what. i think he’s dating someone though. i don’t know. he has the prettiest eyes, and wears the coolest clothes.

boy#2: jim. he’s the guy with the curly hair that drives me crazy – i love curly hair. he likes music i like, too, and anime and whatnot, too. he’s super tall, which makes me feel short, which makes me happy, too. he’s sorta quiet like me. i blame our friend for making me like him.

oh, predicament. ):

i feel like i’m ready to take it to the next level with my bf, but i don’t want to do something i will regret. I want to wait, but i feel so sure he is the right one, and i love him so much.

sometimes i wonder if i’m bisexual because i have a boyfriend (and i do like men) and i can look at some women and think they are the hottest thing out there.

I sometimes wonder what other people are thinking. It could be a random girl, could be a random boy, or it could be one of my best friends, but it just sounds cool. I also wonder if people can read my mind O_o.

when will my reflection show who i am inside….(i know its a song but, wutevr