simply confess

I am in love with my ex. She broke up with me eight months ago. She broke up with me on our two year annaversity and started dating/sleeping with someone the next day.

I feel as though I can never be in another relationship again.
I love her so much.

i hate it when people fake eating disorders.
i think it’s the reason that no one notices i’m anorexic.
they just think that i’m looking for attention, so they ignore it.

i’m not faking it.
and i can’t stop.

I hate it when my dad calls me worthless. I don't care if he's drunk or not but every time he says that I don't deserve to be alive or that I'm not good enough or don't live up to my family's expectations, I feel one step closer to running away.
I am a 3.8 student in highschool. That's not good enough.

It’s not that I want to lose you, it’s just that it happened and you didn’t fight to keep me. You just got on the moral high ground and started bitching. Hello, we’re friends? When I start saying Goodbyes, shouldn’t you get concerned?

Il y a des jours où j’ai envie de lui crier: “tu me fais chier!!”… il y a des jours où je me demande qu’est-ce qui m’a pris de tomber amoureuse de lui, de rester avec lui.. il y a des jours où je me dis que je mérite qqu’un qui me montre qu’il m’aime, qq’un qui n’a pas peur de montrer ses sentiments, qq’un qui sait dire ‘je t’aime’.. il y a des jours où je me dis qu’il aurait été préférable de rester seule… il y a des jours où je me dis que le mariage ne peut marcher si la belle-mère est plus importante à ses yeux … Il y a des jours où j’ai envie de lui crier: “vas te faire foutre!!”. Et ces jours-là c’est tous les jours…

I really dig this guy.
He's so beautiful, and has the smile of an angel.
But I read the book "he's not that into you".
After asking me out in the laziest of all ways and then not delivering, I'm afraid he's not that into me.
What am I supposed to do now?
Move on?
To what? Another guy whose not that into me?
And get hurt all over again? and by someone whose not nearly as beautiful as this one?
Is there anything else I can do? Like seduce him or something? anything?

QUE FERIEZ  QUOI SI VOUS APPRENIEZ QUE VOTRE PERE TROMPAIT VOTRE MERE SANS QU ELLE NE LE SACHE??VOUS LE LUI AVOUEZ OUBIEN VOUS FAITES  SOMBLANT DE NE RIEN SAVOIR OUBIEN DETESTIEZ VOTRE PERE OUBIEN OUBIEN OUBIEN OUBIEN????? AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH

I wish I could just tell my mom I’m gay and get it over with…If only I wasn’t so sure she’d hate me…. I know you see it and are in denial. I know you know. I just want to yell out to you “I KISS GIRLS. I LIKE BOOBIES.”

But no. That would cause far too many issues, now wouldn’t it? why do you have to be so narrow minded?

Or are you?

I feel bad I argued with my fiance. But despite saying sorry he isnt talking to me yet. Why does he have to play all angry when I already said sorry..and it wasnt even my fault.I just said sorry to get things calmed down..like being the bigger person here..

so im crazy about this girl, we had something going for a while a few months ago (we worked together on weekends, together meaning in the same mall), but she never really wanted anything in the form of a relationship (eventhough we kissed at a Christmas party and we fooled on alot from then on) … it's kinda faded away now in most ways, im still hung up on her and i dont know what to do .. im going crazy

i feel pathetic. and like a fool. and i keep trying to blame you and all the hurt you did, and it helped, but i’m letting it happen and that makes me madder than anything.

He didn’t change or get better. He just became a better liar. He’d abuse me when I’d find a flaw with one of those stories he told me. All my friends lied for him. I can’t trust anybody anymore.

Because i simply can’t take it anymore… Because i simply can’t live for others anymore… Because i need to live for myself just this once…. Because it is not my choice that other people made the wrong decisions in their lives…Because i am doing everything i can to endure it all… Because of many things that i can’t really confess… Because that’s the story of my life and it will take anoher 25 years to confess for every day i lived… Because of all that, this is confession enough for me…

i really still in love with him but i think he hates me when i saw him he always pretending as if he didnt know me although he is the one who decided to break up

i dont know why i still love him …………….

i love my best friend brother and simply i cant be with him first because i don’t know his feeling second because he is my friend brother third because my family hate their family