simply confess

I am weird .. gonna tell you why, but not yet.
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I left myself fail one of my classes. I still don’t know why.

Back when I was…hmm, seventeen? I had a girlfriend and we fooled around in public a few times. Once was right up the back of a church yard when (we thought) no one was around. Basically, she gave me a handy. Just after we had finished, I saw a bloke wandering around – pretty sure he didn’t see us.

But now? My mind keeps buzzing, wondering if someone did. I think we were pretty discreet about the whole thing, and I seem to remember walking through the place just a bit earlier and there being literally no one in sight. I can’t help but feel though that I’m some sort of sicko.

I’d never do it in public again, FYI. I’m 21 now, and I like to think a bit more sensible.

i am a 17 year old boy and i have had sex with 8 different partners already :/ i try my best to stay away from the girls but more just keep coming .As well this i have gave up masturbation but i still seem to do it like 5 times a month. you might be thinking am a freak but i want to become a christian and sexual immorality is the only thing holding me back help

I stole money.. lots of money. and i am ashamed.

We moved too fast. You moved in too soon. There’s no more romance, I’m not really attracted to you any more, and though I care very much about you, I’m not in love with you, and I’m not happy. But you have nowhere else to go, and I know that telling you any of this would kill you. And the worst part is that our kids are friends now. I don’t know what to do. What should I do?

I’m 21 years old, and a few times I’ve gotten off to STAGED “incest” porn, generally though it is “step-mom” or “step-sister” stuff, or at least I assumed so.

Anyway, most of them actually just involved the whole chick standing there, talking to you about you jerking off. I’m not at all attracted to my family, to incest, or anything like that – I think perhaps it was a dominance thing?

I saw a couple of videos that actually freaked me the fuck out when they would say shit at the end, or allude to the other character not being of age or something. When I got to this, I stopped – fuck that!

I don’t know how many times I did it – probably not a lot, but I’m feeling pretty bad about it. For the most part, I think curiosity just got the better of me.

To my knowledge, it was always consenting and staged, usually with semi-popular pornstars – and believe me, I went to silly lengths to ensure this. Still, the thought of it now really sickens me, and I don’t know why I got off on it in the first place.

I just want to be a good person, but now I feel like an awful one. I’m cutting my ties with pornography in general, as I think perhaps I haven’t dealt with it the right way so should probably avoid it.

When I was 18, going on 19, I was on the train with some friends from Tafe (College in the US, sort of). We were all around the 16-18 age group. One of the sixteen year olds (Going on seventeen, but later in the year than I) (Possibly the only one on the train with us at the time, can’t remember.) wanted to play “truth or dare”. We thought it was pretty juvenile, but humoured her anyway.

Anyway, her “dare” was to kiss the nearest guy or something along those lines, who happened to be me. So there was a quick peck on the lips. I don’t think I was at all attracted to her, and she was a lesbian, so there was nothing sexual about it, but jesus christ do I feel like shit now (A few years later). By the way, the age of consent here is sixteen (I know that is for sex and we didn’t have it.) but that still isn’t making me feel any better.

I’m certainly not attracted to younger women. At all, my girlfriend is a few years older than me and I much prefer it that way.

I confess that when I was 16 I stole the keys to my dad’s car with a group of friends. My big brother was 19 at the time and he tried to stop me, but I was rude to him and just ignored him. My parents were out visiting my grandparents and so didn’t realize it was gone or anything and wouldn’t be back until the following morning.

Predictably I crashed the car, but thankfully nobody was hurt. I phoned my brother because I didn’t know what else to do and he said to just wait by the car. My friends left me there in case the police came, although it was on an old country road and I had ditched it into a field, so there was little chance of that happening.

My brother walked the three miles from our house to come and get me at one in the morning, and then walked me back hardly sharing a single word with me. I was so shaken and in a state that I just went straight up to my room and lay in bed. I can honestly say that it was the worst few hours of my life laying there as I knew my parents would be home in the morning.

I awoke to screaming from downstairs. When I went down I realized my parents were back. My brother had told my Dad that he had crashed his car and my Dad had punched him. I just stood there without being able to speak.

It is now three years later and my brother sadly passed away a few weeks ago. I never even thanked him for that night.

So.. My ex boyfriend and I are still friends, though his new girlfriend doesnt approve. The other day, he asked me to dirty talk him. I did. Then he asked me to ride home with him from school. I did. He asked me to suck him. I did. He asked me to give him a strip tease on skype. I did. The whole time, Ive been happy because that dumb cunt deserves every bit of what she’s getting. She doesnt deserve him. I have control over their relationship and it feels amazing.

Also, I’ve made out with seven guys since my ex and I broke up. One of them being my 24 year old brother’s best friend, while I was high.

i don’t like my gf…. she’s nice and well she’s just like me in a lota ways. i think i feel like i can do better or that she’s not the one for me. i feel bad that im with someone i don’t want to be with but if i break up with here ill feel bad that i well broke up with her…. !_! what to do what to do…. should i slowly give her the cold shoulder or just break it of pronto?

This is not gonna be anything anyone should care about but I felt really guilty because I wasn’t myself. I was very grumpy today and someone posted a somewhat offensive comment on my online photo even though it was true, I got angry and snapped back at her online photo ..and we ended up blocking each other. I feel guilty because it was a waste of time and a waste of my mind… It wasn’t me at all.

I want to fuck my boss more than anything in the world. I’m in a committed relationship but my fantasies of my boss see me through the day. In meetings I stare at his hands as he fiddles with his short yellow pencil, imagining them groping my skin and fiddling in my panties. I practically stalk him, and would endanger my career as well as my relationship if he gave me the opportunity.

several years a go my roommate came home and said he met a lesbian at work that i would love. I had been in a committed relationship for like 5 years at the time, so i wasn’t really interested. she was kinda loud and annoying. i didn’t like her much. my friend started dating her, she now claimed bisexuality, i don’t really care, i didn’t like her so i moved out and faded from my friend’s life. 4 years later we reconnected right before he married this woman. a year later i went through a painful split with my partner of 10 years and they saw me through it. i got very close with both of them. but as i got to know them i could see huge cracks in their relationship and the woman confided more and more. i am in love with her. and i believe that she is in love with me. they are on a ‘trying to save our marriage’ vacation right now. i hope they get a divorce so i can be with her. a few days ago my mom said she could see that i was in love all over my face. i’m worried that they are going to drag the pre-divorce stuff out and this will take forever. i’ve been single for two years and she is so exciting. we have never acted on anything. i don’t want to do that to him, but he definitely knows their are feelings…. when they fight he says things to me like ‘i know you will take good care of her…’ really passive aggressive stuff. honestly, i want to say fuck him- even though we grew up together and i promised him that i would never do this. but the chemistry in the air between his wife and i is insane. often unbearable. but in the beginning he met her and thought of me. i wonder if i had not dropped out of his life if they would have gotten married at all. long story. i can’t wait for my childhood friend’s divorce because i am in love with his wife. i guess at least we’re waiting, right?

I’m in love with a girl i met last week, I’m constantly fighting the temptation to be more than anything more with my lady friend and to make it all worse, I currently have a girl friend.