simply confess

’0′ I will never forgive you

okay so my boyfriend and i haven’t made out yet, and i don’t have any idea how to! i’m 15 right, and i’ve never hooked up with anyone. pleeeeeeeeease help!

I used to go to so many anon confession sites and confess lies

and even with different personalities (and gender) each time!

a lot of people used to interact and comment, and this thing encouraged me to go further and lie more!

I guess what i was doing was totally wrong and unacceptable

one last thing, i was not actually telling lies, most of the things i used to confess was true, but i used to add some decoration (or dressing) to it so it would be more appealing to the fellow readers

do i deserve forgiveness?

I’m 16 and I like to watch hentai(anime porn). I tell everyone I don’t masturbate and surely not to anime porn but I do. I masturbate nearly every night and any time I watch Hentai, Yuri specifically. If my mom knew, she’d first of all find out I’m a lesbian and second of all that I’m watching porn, and lastly that a drawing can sexually arouse me. I’ve become very sexually frustrated being single for 3 years even though I’ve never had sex. I’ve never really cared about it until this year and now I have this insatiable urge for my best friend that I’m in love with to have sex with me. If she ever knew she would never talk to me again. I masturbate saying her name almost every night and fantasize about her being in cosplay and whipping me. She’s so hot and sometimes I even fantasize about her when she’s right in front of me but I don’t show it. Every time she makes eye contact with me my heart skips a beat. I wish I could get over it and stop masturbating so much. I just love the feeling and the fantasy of her loving me again. It gets me off so much, especially when I see her in that skimpy little nurse’s outfit in my head. mm. I feel so sick. She’s my best friend…

I’m still in love with my best friend even though we broke up 3 years ago. She doesn’t know this and every time she touches me my heart skips a beat. I wish she’d love me again but she had to decide that she doesn’t like girls. I feel really bitter about it and I so wish I could just accept her not liking me. If she knew she’d hate me…

Even tho i’ve moved on and found someone new, and think i love her, i’ll always wonder what could have been.

i know i’ve told her i love her with all my heart at least a thousand times, but there will always be a part of me that still loves the one that came before, and hopes beyond all hope that things will go back to the way they were before everything went to shit.

two people from 2 completely different backgrounds … sometimes i feel its impossible for this it to happen between us… his life pattern is so incosistent with mine … and i always hope that he might change how he lives… its not only that my religion doesnt approve of how he lives, its also the fact that iv never lived that life and its too hard for me tolerate him getting drunk and partying and all those stuff … its too painful for me bc iv lived a very innocent life compared to him…the reason why i kinda have some feelings for the him is because i felt he can have the heart of an innocent child if he wants to … but he is ruining it with his getting drunk habits and his sexually suggestive attitude… i hate it when i feel he’s giving me sexually suggestive remarks… i feel so disrespected and dirty… and i really dont wanna feel that way because im not dirty and im not disrespectful and iv never ‘touched’ anyone in my life… and i ammmmmm a pure person… so i want a pure guy and not a drunky partier!!!

PS: a pure guy can also be a guy who was a drunky partier but decided that he change and let go of all the bad aspects of his life and if he feels that his friends around him are such a bad influence then probably he should get away from them… That is Iffffffffffff he wants to be with me! Decide! Its in your hands …! and by the way if u have changed and u ever get in a fight with me or get mad at me … ur not teasing me when u show me that ur getting back to the way u used to live before … its ur loss and definitely not mine… so dont use this attitude with me lamma bit3assib minneh cuz its just gonna drive me away from you more and more and more …

I play rugby only because I like being around 16 year old guys..
K.M

Finally,I confessed to him.Felling scared but happy and free.Cant believe i did that.