simply confess

I look up to my older brother…

I just got done talkin to this girl. I think I might be in love. The worst part is…… She just moved to a diffrent state I think this might be the only time I’ve ever considered a long distance relationship.
I didn’t know she moved until today and I pretty much broke down. I miss her soooooooooo much. I only wish she knew how I feel about her. What should I do!? Please help me out!

i fell in love with this guy 4 month ago, and he is like my best friend… 2 months later, we are that close so the whole uni started thinking we are dating. a lot of ppl ve been asking us if we re dating, we always replied no^^. but im completly onto the guy, i love him terribly! we always talk about love and sex and stuff like that, but he never asked me out, and im shy to ask him out :$
now we are even closer, ppl draw us on walls… we became a legend at work… and yet… he is not decided to ask me out and im burning!
another thing, a friend of mine started falling in love with him too…he flirts with her from time to time just to watch my reactions,,, she dosent know that i love him, only she feels it, she asked me several times if i love him, and finally went and told him that i was dying for him, and now he thinks i told her! i feel glad that he knows, yet im still worried that he only talks to me because i pity him! like i always kiss him i awkward places like on this arms, his belly or his hair :$
he always talk 2 me on msn, we always spend an amazing time together, and even if it’s total silence between us, just feeling his presence, his hair between my fingers, the sound of his heartbeat or the way he breath is enough to make my day
what to do? do i have to confess my love to him even though he knows? or should i keep my patience and keep waiting till he asks me out?

I think that Emo’s are hot and I look nothing like one.

Finding someone that will love like I love is an Atlantis, a lost cause, a myth.

How do you break up with someone you love? Knowing that you will never say those three little words that I need to hear just once, it hurts my soul. The little white lies and actions you say are nothing are starting to pile up on my shoulders. My heart tells me one thing, my gut tells me another, they pull at each other neither making any progress. I love you, I want to be with you and I want you to want to be with me. I’m torn and don’t know which direction to go. :’(

everyday passes, time moves on, and i look at myself growing in my own fairy tale and dreams. in a world of my own, alone, seeing the things only the way i perceive them. seeing all kinds of beauties and ugliness around. appreciating the good, but alone. moving on with great success ! but alone… in my car, on my desk, in my room, on my bed, i’m safe. i wonder, is it because i’m running away from something ? could it be that i’m hiding and just keeping myself safe from the world out there ? doing what i know how to do best is also my security… but is it enough having this much comfort and success with no one to share it with ? i’m going thru a wonderful and successful career experience. this is what i do most of my time, work ! i can reach an average of 10 hours a day [ sometimes even more ]. everything is now being payed back. everything is appreciated. but again… i’m alone ! did i miss anything ? i’m happy and confused at the same time… am i doing the right thing ?

I think I have dysthymia. The couple of times I’ve seen my counsellor, I’ve told him I’m gonna tell my sister because I usually tell her things like this. But it’s been months and I havn’t told her. Because sometimes it’s just not the right time and then when i think about telling her I get the feeling she won’t believe that someone like me has it. I’ve always been the sort to hide my feelings and when I’m really sad or depressed it feels as though nobody knows….

Today I sent my photos to a “modelling agent” (she’s really a pimp). I never thought I would be that girl, I have survived temptations for too long. I’m in the dumps, my selfish boyfriend & crazy family won’t help. My family actually told me they don’t care if I whore myself out. I am running out of options. I am not trying to justify myself, I never can. I do believe my boyfriend and family should take part of the blame. This is a temporary solution, until I can stand up on my own 2 feet. I hope that time is soon, and I hope I can take this secret to the grave.

‘o’ i want to stop eating candy while i have a cavity that needs a root canal!

I have no idea if i am a virgin or not.i never had full intercourse but there has been”action” and i can’t go to a gyno. and i tried the mirror thing but i still can’t tell the difference. i’m really scared about this and i never told anyone..i cant tell anyone

’0′ I don’t know if i am a bad person or a good person deep down..i think i am good. i know i am, but at many times i want to hurt those who hurt me.. and i have anger issues. funny thing is that noone knows all these things..and i don’t know what i want exactly.

Today i bought my First condoms, i hope its not like taking a shower with your rain suit. Cheers;)

i have a habit of leading boys on .. i dont know why i do it, but i like the feeling of being liked by another person even though i dont like them .. at all.

I have been separated for 3yrs and divorced for 2yrs. Im on my own but its still difficult, emotionally. I feel guilt, sorrow, sadness, loneliness and yes anger. Im hoping that this website will help me with these issues as I have been unable to trust anyone. Thank you for listening.