Archive for November, 2009

Category: Other

there is tht guy at college im nuts abt… we are like best friends, and even more… the only wrong thing about him is tht he always take me to irregular places… two days ago he wanted to take me to i night, i refused because i dont want to go there, so i told him a story… he didnt believe me and now he dsnt want to talk to me :’( his absence is killing me!!! :’(

There’s this boy I sit next to in my lab. He’s not particularly handsome, but he’s smart, talented, funny and has a good heart. That may sound cliche, but I mean it in the most genuine of respects. He snuck me into a basketball game one day after class. It was the most fun I had since I could remember. Although I’m four years older than him, his maturity and kindness astounds me. I stood next to him, watching in amazement how this person enjoyed the simple pleasures in life and decided to bring me along as a lark. I’m not old, but he made me feel young again.

My boyfriend is two years older than me. He’s absolutely handsome. I’m always chasing after him, cleaning up his messes and forgiving him for his shortcomings and errors. Any problems we do have, he causes them. I stay home, waiting most of the time, always bracing myself for the next blow. Although I have almost infinite patience for him, he seems to lack any empathy when I need his support. He always makes me feel older than I should simply because one of us has to be responsible, and that burden falls onto me.

I find it so odd that someone so physically attractive can have such a rotten soul, while the one who lacks the physical beauty is made beautiful because his soul reflects outward.

Category: a guilt

A boy, a girl, a summer… All perfect, but then there was a girlfriend. I didn’t even mean to, it was never my intention, we just… started flirting, going to kissing, over to petting and well, there we go… I never rejected it, even if I should. He never rejected me, even if he most certanly should. The summer turned fall, I went back to my country, but the affair wasn’t over…
I liked him, and still do, but I feel the biggest guilt so far and hopefully ever.

I’m 20 and a very perverted girl, it seems. I like taking sexy nude pics of my self and let men I don’t know see them and wank for them. And I love the naughty comments and mails I get too. I have a good body and no problem with self confidence or or a desperate need of beling loved, i just enjoy doing that. damn it…

Category: a guilt

I fell in love with my best friends sister. That was 3 years ago. I am celebrating my 20th anniversary to the only woman that I have ever known – mentally/spiritually/physically/sexually.

It was amazing that as a 42 year old – when the affair started that other women were attracted to me. She is a red head, slim and very animated, attractive and very sexy. She is also divorced. I began to suspect that she was attracted to me and I expressed an interest in her.

The really big problem is that I am a deacon of the church and we all attend the same church and are active in the congregation. That would be me, my best friend and Red. My wife is not so active and does not take part in what is and has been a great part of my life.

Red and I got close during a church production. I noticed that she was in my Sunday School classes and attended the softball games. She was always around. She would be close, we would hug and yes eventually I did kiss her much to her surprise and extreme delight.

That kiss started a 3 year affair. We spent stolen time together, many intimate sessions and we fell in love with each other. red is a different woman she has kept allot of this to her self and does not wear her emotions and feelings on her sleeve.

During this time it has been life as normal at home and church and work. No one knows or suspects. Both of our lives are involved with the church and we have not spoken to anyone about our feelings to for each other or how we desire and long to be with each other.

And yes we did have sex ONCE, last year in November. My wife was out of town and Red and I spent the day together. It was an amazing event.

Because we do hit it off very well and probably would have been a great all around couple we do restrain ourselves when we see each other. We are realizing that we were wrong and we have become very close and intimate friends – which it started out to be in the beginning.

Because of our positions and life and families and our closeness and her brother being my best friend I have not been able to share this with anybody. I accidentally ran across this website and thought it would be good for the soul to confess and get it out.

I do not care what others think. God will be my final judge and I need to make sure that I am right with Him before I shuffle off the mortal coil. We all fail and make poor choices.

I have to say that because of my love for her and her’s for me if the opportunity presented itself again we would take it. But we have realized that and have had restraint for the last year. I have no regrets she is a beautiful and passionate and lovely woman.

Category: a truth

I went to colombia one day, im not that rich, well im not even rich.
I am single and with my own small business.

Well In colombia everything is about hot girls, I was at this model event I saw a very hot colombia girl, she was perfect. Her manager told me “do you want her?” I just said God damn YES.

I paid $3500 for 2 days with this hottie, also i give her around $500 in gifts and $200 in cash.

The best sex I ever had was with her, I saw her on internet, she got a lot of pictures posted on many sites, shes no that famous compare to selena spice of course.

3 days later Im back to Los Angeles, she call me to my cellphone and told me :”Im pregnant, i want money”, I was shocked!!!!

I sent her $5000 to paid an abortion.

She never call me again, I called her one day and she told me: “I dont remember you”

Category: a guilt

I am a guy in a settled relationship with a very nice girl and we’re going to marry soon. Yet i do sex with a guy with whom i have relationship for the last 10-12 years. I’m not going to do so again.

Category: a fantasy

had always lusted over my brother in law and my partner knows it. all cool. ’til i act on on it… some time in the future.

Category: a truth

My boyfriend neglected me time and time again.
Never came to see me, never took me out, never bought me flowers.
Only thing he ever did was sing songs about his love to me. And beg and plead eveytime I tried to break up with him.
So what did I do?
I cheated on him not with 1 or 2 but 4 guys.
For all you guys out there, next time you cheat your girl out of her basic rights, don’t think she can’t do the same. :)

Category: a pain

i feel so pissed at people at school (used to be my friends and both of them r ex’s…..we got mad at each other AFTER we broke up) and when i get to school after the weekend i kicking one of there asses just to prove a point to the other. cause they think im harmless, but not just a kick and a punch…..im gonna beat one of them till they bleed all over their body. and they pissed me off before but i was keeping it cool untill now btw im a boy.

I’m a woman and I would really like to have sex with another woman (never had before)

Category: a guilt

I’m on a diet but I secretly wish I had a curvey figure like Scarlett or Beyonce

Category: Other

i love fuckin my girlfriend in the ass

Category: a truth

yes i (barely) kissed+touched another boy. but one i knew i would never go out with.
out of frustration for us. in the past i had the opportunity to get with 2 long time friends
i crushed on for over a decade.. potential relationships.. it would’ve been easy, yet impossible.
so i declined. i wouldn’t. not a kiss. not a touch. i wouldn’t risk us.
not before we try+try+try again+keep on trying. you get the idea.
i hope you understand. i’m addicted to you. not love, not sex, not life food or drugs, you.
i’d rather a platonic relationship with you than settling for any other.
i hope that as we get closer we find strength to trust each other.

damn afraid of tomorrows 100mts and 200mts final race!
I want to win them so badly!!