Archive for October, 2009

Category: Other

i don’t know if you realize it but the day i wrote that confession was the day you dumped me.

Category: Other

Why do all good things come to an end…

I love you….

Category: a truth

I love you..I love you more than anything in the world..I would die for you..Your my best friend..and I love you so much..

Category: a fantasy

I want to fuck my Doctors so bad. My primary doctor
and my therapy doctor. They are so sexy it drives me crazy
The last time I got a check up with a testy exam I got a hard on so bad I almost cummed right on the table

one night i was so horny, wife was not home, so i started masturbating while watching a porn movie.

Category: a guilt

I’m in a long distance relationship with a really lovely girl. I simply adore her and I think there is a great chance she could be THE ONE once we can get the distance thing resolved.

But for some reason I can’t stop myself from hooking up with one of my sister’s friends here in town. She is actually a pretty mean woman and she’s even kind of ugly but she likes me for some reason and she lets me fuck her ass which I love. I don’t like her at all as a person and am so very scared of what might happen if my girl found out.

Why can’t I just stop meeting her?!?!?!

wow…i see how you are now…you’re a jerk, really. First you tell me through a text, “I see us just as friends” yet i still get butterflies when i’m around you…i hate it. You act so awkward with me now, it’s like we can’t even be friends because everything is so weird now. I shouldn’t have slept in your dorm room…FAIL.

Why do you have to be such a douche about it though? Just freakin’ talk to me we are after all friends…you don’t even treat like one…if I don’t text you, you won’t.

Even your roommate knows something’s up between us. He asked me, but i have no idea what to tell him because i don’t know what happened. He called me your gf and that’s when i guess you realized i was seeing you more than a friend.

Too bad for you, you lost out on a great person. You’re a jerk anyways…all you do is make fun of me for being vegetarian and a girl…NICE, YOU DOUCHE!!!

Whatever do what you want, i’m not gonna waste my time. JERK.

Category: a pain

I am a beautiful young woman who happens to be fairly intelligent and fairly successful career-wise. Lately I have actually been paying guys to have sex with me.
:( I don’t know when did my ass become of no value like this!! I kid you not when I say its in great shape :( .

Category: a pain

There’s a bbw gangbang going on this evening. I really want to go be a part of it but I am still feeling pretty sick and would hate to make people there ill.

I’m a guy, 19, and this morning for the third time, while talking to the older guy that lives about a mile up the road, I pissed a little in my jeans.

Category: a truth

I fucked my sister the other night.

She was so amazingly drunk, i was sober. She doesn’t seem to remember it at all, at least she hasn’t said anything.

It felt so damn good to cum inside of her, i can’t wait for her to go out drinking again.

Category: Other

i never did the normal high school thing. after i got out of the center i tried going back couldn’t.
also i met adult working musicians which took me on board.. seemed an easy choice. seeing cities.. bars in day light after long nights.. hotels vans.. recording.. creation practice.. groups working towards a common goal.. felt like freedom.. too bad i was so shy.. i barely ever played.. or talked.. but soaked it in.. lasted maybe 6yrs.. my 20′s i ‘cleaned up’, less weed+alcohol, no more pills.. mostly isolated for about 10yrs. monk life for a few.. disciplined.. trying to find my simplest form. but now going on 32 i do feel like i missed out on the teenage to adult thing.. so called formative years.. which they were.. i loved it all and anyway really felt incapable of those huge buildings crawling with loud kids.. but it’s the kind of thing that when it stops, you have nothing much to show for it.. an artful life requires a lot of persistence and work to maybe one day, if stars align, be successful.. and since i hate stress, i’d like to have the security of a job that i love.

Category: a pain

i love him. he doesn’t love me. but we’ve been together for a very long time. he used to love me.

Category: Other

i have been with so many women yet i know i want just one amd i know just who that one is

Category: a guilt

23 year old white guy, last friday my car was in the shop, so I hitched a ride from omaha to st joe with three 19-20 year old black kids. I was in the back seat with this one, and shortly the talk turned to dicks, and a few miles later he was introducing his to my ass. They all three took turns driving and screwing me, by the time we reached st joe all three had dicked me twice. That part didn’t bother me, but just outside of st joe we hit some road construction and the flagman saw me getting fucked. He was a total stranger, but what he said made me feel a little guilty, as well as embarrassed, as he laughed he said, I’ll bet you’re going to be well bred by the time you get out of that car.