simply confess

There is the cutest, kindest boy that I never thought I would think about like this. I think he’s dating someone, though. Why does he flirt with me like that? Is it even on purpose? He’s really nice and really funny and terribly cute… But I’m so lost.

I’m at work right now and feeling guilty and a little ashamed. I’m a guy, and I work with 10 other guys in my department, the reason I feel this way is because I got fucked before I got to work. A guy in another department that I trade rides with came a little early this morning, as he sometimes does. I don’t know why I feel this way, because I like what he does, I guess its because I work with other guys, and I think they are all straight.

i just cheated on my bf with a girl…i really liked it and i did it cuz i thought i was a les but i kno now that im just bi, i really love him and want to spend the rest of my life with him but i did this for me….so i could know for sure…and im not sure what his reaction would be.On the other hand though i really liked sex with that girl but i think i wished that he could join the contrast between sex with a man and with a woman is so vast….women are so gentle and loving while men are so rough and exciting i know i love both but im willing to spend the rest of my life with just one…my bf

Am at work..really tired…and am not able to do anything…but there is a problem…that i have to submit my project today and uptil now there are things that am nt able to doooo….feel like my head is going to explode…..
I am going to take a break now…

I can’t get him out of my head, sometimes I just want to kill those feelings inside me, wish their was a pill to let it vanished. When I remember him every time I feel so much pain in my heart. I love him so so so much I can not think of any other guy but him, but he is just always away from me. I don’t know how can I end this while am the one who is suffering and not sure from his feelings thou he told me but his actions doesn’t seems so. Although he seems away lately, didn’t even call for so long. I just miss him a lot and wish he come back again. like we first met, the guy who impressed me right away with his way of thinking and we matched perfectly out of no where. But I guess people do change and never tell. Please come back because I missed you so much!

i’m in love with my best friend, and i think he loves me too.
but he’s dating somebody else
and he flirts with me all the time.
what to do?

I am IN LOVE with my bestfriend who loves me just as her friend,iv tried to move on but i cant seem to do ,iv tried to let go of these powerful feelings that i had since i knew her and could no longer deny after kissing her,i dont want to risk our friendship cuz its simply the best thing that ever happend to me ,she keeps me holding into this life! sooo i try all the time but it gets extremly hard when she becomes close to me as i get hurt as i know she doesnot want me,,she never loved me and fallen for someone els just when i was about to to tell her she v told me ! you can only imajin how was it espacially that i had to see them togather .Although they have brocken up it breaked my heart to see her so sad,she cryed on my shoulder and i was crying cuz i was JEALOUS and it killed me that shes sad and fallin for someone that hurted her.now that shes over it or moved on i have NOT still ,i have to be silent and keep it to my self cuz its not what she wants and i really care and dont want her to loose her bestfriend,,what should i do!!!!

*muttering of some choice words* nowadays you can’t even get some personal space or alone time without people thinking that you are lazy, your up to no good, you going into a depression or that you just don’t do anything… I’ve been in a bad mood for a few days and people are giving me shit for it, I mean damn I can’t be happy all the time. That’s just not normal…. I’m know I am a bad friend cuz I didn’t answer multiple phone calls from one of my best friend’s when she asked me if I was alive or dead. I feel the tremendous weight of ignoring her, I know that it could tear our friendship apart. I know I have issues and I know I like to keep things in and am unwilling to share my problems with other people. But damn I am working on it, and I got a few good people who listen. I just need my personal space, to give myself some time to breathe. To let myself mull over what has happened and what is going to happen. I hate making apologies and admitting that I am wrong. But I am going to do that, hopefully that will be enough and we can discuss why I left in the future. What to say?

there’s two guys conflicting for a spot in my head. at least, they are in my imagination. i can’t stop thinking about either of them, and when i see them, my heart soars. but i hardly get to see either of them.

boy#1: will. he was one of my closest friends last year, and we have the same taste in music and humor, and he’s so kind to me, no matter what. i think he’s dating someone though. i don’t know. he has the prettiest eyes, and wears the coolest clothes.

boy#2: jim. he’s the guy with the curly hair that drives me crazy – i love curly hair. he likes music i like, too, and anime and whatnot, too. he’s super tall, which makes me feel short, which makes me happy, too. he’s sorta quiet like me. i blame our friend for making me like him.

oh, predicament. ):

I could have told you to stop. I could have said “don’t do this to yourself.” But I never did. I never stopped you from hurting yourself so much, and I let you drive yourself down this hole and into nothingness. I’m sorry, love. I should have stopped you. You were my best friend, but I think you know that I didn’t stop you because I was jealous, angry at the life that could have been mine. I was stupid. My only wish is that you’ll forgive me.

I’ve been searching for love for so long and been with a lot of relationships that ends up walking out of the door or I walk away from it…

It’s pretty exhausting now… and recently I thought I got it right. I thought he was the one…. it was a close fit but it still didn’t fit. I’m getting tired now… I’m losing faith.

I work very hard in life. I’m good at my job. Always look back to my family. I am responsible. I try to be a good person because it does come back to you but people still take me for granted. All the time I give my all so I won’t regret but I always end up hurting.

I just need to heal. Completely. I’ve been hard on myself lately. I have pressured myself that I’m not supposed to that’s why I’ve lost the man that I loved….

Life would never be the same without him but my life will definitely keep moving on… through hell or good it will…

i do love him..but how bout him..O_o?

I just can’t seem to forgive, i try all the times but whenever i get the chance to know that the people who hurt me in the past are going well i keep on feeling anger

I hate what you did to me. I hate that you are dating your cheating ex. I wish I hated you. I wish I didn’t just lay here all day and stare at the ceiling. I told you I didn’t trust people so easy, but dammit I trusted you. I trusted you not to hurt me when I let you in and you did. You tore me apart. I’d still take you back. I don’t know if I can trust you, but I still love you.

I think I’m falling in love. she’s perfect. she is wonderful to me. but she still loves her ex. I’m afaid there isnt really room for me. though she constantly shows me how muchshe cares. I dont want to fall in love if she isnt falling too.