simply confess

As a boy growing up on the farm, I always helped the older guy down the road when he needed it, and he always paid. At age 16 I started letting him have sex with me, it lasted untill I was over 18. He didn’t force it on me, in fact most times I went over there for that reason. That was 20 years ago and I never thought anybody knew about it, but a few weeks ago me and my dad were talking about that old guy. Dad said he used to screw you all the time, but I figured you liked it or you wouldn’t have gone back over there, talk about feeling guilty, and ashamed.

I was sitting at my computer right now downloading some vector graphic’s…
when all of a sudden a browser page popped up out of no-where….it was ‘Simply confess web-site.Wierd….I’m positive I didnt open it..but funny because my Boss and I have spent a tremendous amount of time together for some years now.The other day(fact it’s the subject at work now-dumb)he starts teasing me,saying “come on confess,confess it E^#$@!”"I know your in love with me!” Just out of the blue…He’s carried on like this for three days.Telling me
“How he know’s”?????
TRUTH is…for the last two weeks I’ve been confessing to my daughter that….”I think I’m in love with my Boss!!!”
How did he know?I havent been obviouse at all…EVER.Unless my kid is talking behind my back(Fact which i seriously doubt)Then there has to be some other kind of forces at work here.HHmmmm!The whole Browser popping up thing has got me tripping hard..Ha Ha!

And here I am…Hhmmm?..Making my Confession!

I hate finding the “perfect” pair of jeans, only to have them expose four inches of butt-crack every time I sit down.

I knew thiers a lot of situation like my experience.but allow me to confess it on thise websites.When i was alittle girl at the age 5-6 years old,i am very acctive and noisy.My whole family are living in a farm far from the city,every morning i weekup,the first member of our family i searching around was always my father.i feel so lonely when my father not around.One afternoon,i went out to the house,no one notice,and went to our old house that nobody living.I mated my first cousin on my way to find where my father harvest cucunuts.He was only 17yr old at that time but he was a big lion.he was raped me at my age 5yr old.He warned me to don’t tell anyone or he will kill me.Untill I reach the age of 35.30 yaers i keep this secret.NO one knews thats why I always dumped all my suitors beacouse of thise expirienced.Now i swear to the name of my parents and my freedom may God not let cross our way again or else i really kill hem.He almost destroyed my life.Have no self confedence hield me backward.I have no achievement in my whole life.My anger is like a hell..Help me god to meet a man who can understand me..

Maybe your right, I always get this crazy every July because of what it means for me…. God damn it I just almost ruined our relationship confessing to you everything I had done because I was so hammered I had lost any and all self control, and then I went off and I just did it again. I’m so sorry, I really am.. I feel so horrible and stupid for making the same mistake again.. I am scaring myself now because I don’t feel like I’m in control anymore.. I am in so much pain that I just want to dull it and laugh for awhile so I drink, but now I’m drinking so much that I simply don’t remember anymore.

I’m going to change starting today for you, for us, for me.

When I was 17 and my sister Sandra was 15, our mother took our younger sister on holiday with her leaving me and Sandra at home for a week.
One night she came home really late, giving me lip and I got really angry. I threw her face down over the side of an armchair, yanked her knickers down and smacked her arse with my hand and then her wooden sandal which had fallen off her foot. Her bare backside was red raw by the time I’d finished walloping it and she was wailing and crying and swearing at me. I told her if she didn’t shut up, I’d drag her outside the next day and thrash her again in front of all her mates and anyone passing and they could all watch her getting her naked bum reddened again.
She could hardly sit down the next day and kept crying. She was as good as gold after that though which proved that she had really needed a good hard bottom smacking. Our mother hadn’t punished her like that since she was about 10 or 11 and if she had, Sandra might have behaved a lot better. I remember watching her getting spanked a few times with a slipper after being put over our mother’s knee. Her knickers were usually pulled right down and her buttocks and thighs would get redder and redder and look really sore. Then she would be sent to bed whatever time it was. Me and my younger sister never got smacked at all.
I told her it was a waste of time complaining to our mother because I would convince mum to give Sandra another good hiding with me and my other sister watching. Anyway she never said anything to anyone. That was years ago and we don’t see her these days. I think about it a lot and wank when I see the picture in my mind of the cheeks of her bottom bouncing and burning when I whacked them. I would give anything to be able to go and see visit her and give her a bright red throbbing arse again. The stuck up *****.

I dunno what to do? Its been months and months that im convincing my mother to drive out side of the city, she just wouldn’t let me! Its sick, and very disturbing! I am so angry, and what? she makes it a big deal whenever i go and leave the borders of the city; here she is now not speaking to me and angry at me for such silly excuse!Plus i wanna go clubbing regularly at least once a week, my mother has problems with timing, i am 19, i wanna be a bit and bit free, and meet people… its depressing.. i am so angry!