simply confess

I just told my colleague at work that the CEOs have installed a SPY software that can check everythg she s doing on her PC.

I did it cus she s spending most of her day on MSN chatting with her bf and not working like she s supposed 2

The person that I love most in this world is, I believe, intentionally making me suffer. I can't do anything without crying and breaking down because the past 7 months have been hell and I can't find my way back. Even with medication and counseling I can't deal. I just keep hoping that someone will have mercy and kill me before I have to do it myself.

I don't fear death, I fear how much everyone is going to hate me when I'm gone by my own devices but I can't function anymore. I've never been so alone in my life..

I think I am a pervert, thought the word might not be exactly what i mean it

I'm actually a very good person, but sometimes (not always) i get those strange filthy and kinky feelings and thoughts, but in reality I would never do anything like that

does that make me a sick person?

I will try to confess more and more here, so please do not judge on me based on what i say, try to analyze and understand me before you do such thing

Thank you

I met a hooker and after negotiating with her for almost 15 minutes about the price, we headed to a cheap motel nearby

She asked for the money in advance and I gave her and she kept it in her purse

we had a great time (i.e. great wild sex), then she headed to the shower and i followed her and we did it again there

I finished the shower before her and left the bathroom and went directly to her purse and took my money back.

when she came out from the bathroom I went to her and kissed her with passion and asked her If we could meet again sometime soon

i made love to a woman,that was 40 years older then me,suprisingly,it was great.she was in her 70's,but had a body of a forty year old.i help her with things from time to time,and one day she just came out and asked me,if i would make love to her.so i said yes.it was some of the greatest sex i ever had,even spent the night with her in her bed a few times.was so wonderful,she was so horny,i couldnt believe it.the best lover i guy could ever wish for.LOVING MEMORIES!!

I had a marriage of reason and for the past 7 years it worked good, but last week I met someone at work I can't stop thinking him…I don't know what to do, I have no idea what he feels about me, but I am very attracted to him on the other hand I don't want to ruin my family (I have a son)…I am lost, it's very weird to me, my heart beats every time he calls me.

i want to kill myself so you feel guilty for hurting me so badly.

my boyfriend and i were hugging one day and he flexed his dick, i dont know if he did it on purpose but it was a HUGE turn on.

I have had sex with more than 200 men in my life already.. Do men still want me ?

we've been married for 4 months and till now we didnt have sex…help

Somtimes I really don't get guys! A guy and I are dating and this is very recent. If I call him to talk about something stupid he did (a way he behavied), he yells at me then calls again later on to apologize saying that he was with friends and he couldnt talk at all. yet other times, he calls and starts to talk about some very intimate issues on the phone, and when I ask him if he is alone he says yes, then I feel or overhear some of his budies next to him. I seriously don't get it!? What is it about? acting the macho? and why do guys like to share these issues with their budies. Isnt a guy who really cares or likes a girl supposed to be more respectful to her and their intimacy? how do we explain sharing the details of our intimate issues with his friends?

i become really hot and bothered when i think about men looking at my body
… in pictures and videos.. it turns me on and i have to get myself off..

i just feel that everyone is out to get me..iv had enough..and i just cant take it anymore…

i am 19 years old and im syudying at university majoring in biology and this is my second year….. and till now i still remember my childhood memories….. 7 or maybe 8 years till now…. i wasnt able to be good friends with you.. a childhood friend that i really care about more than any friend i have ever known and till now we r not gd friends and evrytime we get near , we fight and it gets worse…..ur the only freind that is able to make me extremely happy just when i see you and a flash of the past memories come back….. the memories of our precious childhood school days where evrything was so innocent and beautiful……is it wrong to wish that we get close someday and finally you and i can talk like normal poeple and stop acting like enemies and as if we dont know each other? … isnt it wrong that you push me away and then talk to me thru someone's email?… isnt it wrong that if u get annoyed from me u stay silent and just get away and wait for me till i ask u wats wrong instead of telling me wats wrong so that i can fix it?…. isnt it wrong that you want to talk to me and i know you do bc u used ur friends email to talk to me , isnt it wrong to do that if u can just be honest with me and tell me wat annoys you so that we can talk directly to each other and not use anyone?…. isnt it wrong to ruin our friendship just because im not that good enough for ur social level and just bc im not cool enough for the superficial people around u?…. i dare you to name one person that likes you more than i do except ur family…..i know i did many stupid things and i hurt u but i did it accidentally and if God forgives us even when we hurt people accidentally ….why cant you forgive? i know ur afraid to talk to me directly bc once you come near i start to splash over and i just can stop… im an extremist in other words and maybe thats the reason behind you talking to me thru ur friends email…. its bc u still care and this alone makes me extremely happy…its gd u thought about doing that and nut giving up becasue when i knew this was you and not ur friend i was soooooo happy and after i lost hope and i thought u forgot abt me and u dont care any more, this proved that u still do and that made me come near u again….i wish i didnt tell you i knew this was you and not ur friend…. because that was the only communication between u and me and i totally cut it out by saying so….i should have acted like i dont know it u and use this fact so that i can tell u indirectly how i feel and u tell me how u feel and maybe shway shway we would have fixed it up!! … believe it or not… i miss u talking to me thru someone else… i wish u do that again bc i cant do it …. cuz u know that ur parents threatened me if i come near you again and no way will i try to come near bc of fear i might get into trouble… but if u do that u wont get into trouble bc its ur choice…. i miss u so much…. i miss everything about my old school just bc of u… i dont know if God will ever unite us,,,,,, but i hope and pray that this happens because my heart is very tired with you away from me….talk to me again thru a common friend's email and i promise you this time i wont blow it out if i know….. bc i dont want the communication between you and me to be destroyed because the reason for our far way distance is that we dont know how to face each other… ill tell you the truth now…. i was never able to face u directly adn i was only able to send you messages bc this is the only way i can express my real feelings…. i really cant face you becasue u never gave me the confidence to, you never reply, u always hide behind a mask,…. u act like u dont care but u definitely do… and by doing that ur destroying my self confidence and by then i can come near you and face you face to face… i know lamma sefarit to michigan (USA) jarastik iddem il 3alam but i didnt mean to jarastik iddem pris, albert and many others but belive me i didnt mean to… u know me inno ana 3afawiyeh….i will never forget you law u go to alaska n i go to exact opposite,,, believe me watever u do i wiill always remeber you as my beloved childhood friend… ken fi daroura tsodineh hek just bc ghlotet mab2azdeh ma3keh.. i meant to pray for you mish nazil shyatin 3alaykeh bas ana w2i3et bi mishkleh honik in the US and when i pray for u btinti2el la 3indik il mishikleh bas makint 3arfeh ha shi honik.. bas la jeet 3a liban and talked to a sheikh i knew it … and trust me when i knew i was hurting you lamma i pray for you i swear i stopped… i would never do anything to hurt you and i cried a lot when i knew inno ana 3ambnazil 3alaykeh shyatin… im very sry bas ana w2i3et bi mishkleh honik w im still in it and its making me sick.. i hope ur better now and the problem is solved bc if u r still going thru these problems i will never evr forgive myself…. never!!! … i know ur scared to come near bc of wat happened but im not a wierd person…. i thought about praying for you because thats the only thing i can do to you and feel that im being a loyal friend even if im away from you… i never thought this will happen….i dont know why everytime i try to do domething good to u it turns chaotic!!!! …i wish u read it and know its me bc thats the only way i can tell u how i feel.. i wish and pray that God will lead you to this website and make you read it and by then u know its me….u have to know i still care for u as my best childhood friend ever and u have to know i never meant to hurt you adn u have to know im not wierd or crazy or watever.. its just some problems i went thru in the US that made me act in a wierd me.and trust me when i thought soemthing was wrong with u instaed of me i didnt sleep for days (3 days in a row awake with no second of sleep) because i was worried about you…so sleep deprivation causes u to act in a wierd way at first .ask abt it and ull know!.. believe me w2i3et bi mishkleh kteeeeeeeeeeeeeer kbireh honik w ba3idneh 3amb 3anneh minna and if it stays like that it will cost me my whole future life… evrything!!… plz dont give up on me and lose hope and say khalas im sick and tired ….you have to understand me or at least give me a chance to explain to you evrything especially that problem im going thru becasue this problem affected our friendship dramatically and i dont know why it happened! i seriously dont know! listen to these words and try to understand me and look at it from a good angle….. i hope u know its me and know that right now i cant do anything.. im in a paralyzed position becaus u put me under a threat and i understand because i made u go thru some supernatural problems but ididnt mean it…u have to know i didnt … take care of urself and i hope u understand what ive been through … i really hope u do…maybe u wont ever come near bc u might think that everytime i get near i get u into rpoblems… i hope u dont think like that because if u do than were never goonna be friends and talk like normal people…. do u realize how much i care for you and for 8 years were acting as if we dont know each other…. its ver bad situation… because were not immortal and we cant control time and u never know when we might really get apart just like when i never knew i was gonna travel to the US ,and it happened suddenly… so now its ur choice, ur move,,, ur call…. andfinally remember ur favorite quote: "Dont' wait for things to happen make them happen" i cant do anything but wait bc u know the situation,,,its ur choice now….

There's this guy and I know we have/had huge chemistry going between us and we like each other (at least this is what he says). this has been going for a year, but this year we decided to get closer and we went out together. I think (thought) about him more than a friend maybe because I needed to feel something or emotionally attached to someone, but he first suggested that we date discretely so that no one of our classmates would notice or know a thing. I agreed as long as that doesn't mean we are only sex partner or we just for passtime. But after we slept together he changed his mind and said that it seems that we want different things and it is not working between us that way, so we just go out without being gf/bf (without being commited). then he sggested to be friends with benefits. I was shocked because this is excatly the thing I told him I don't want. When he knew that I am mad he treated me like shit while we were still on our first date. I feltthat I just wantto be ou of there and away from this person. So I decided to cut any contact with him, yet one thing was remaining: the condom broke, and I wasn't sure what happened. So teh next day, when I was back to my senses, I called to ask whether I have to take any contraceptive pill, he said that he doesn't know what I am talking about and hung up the phone. I sent him a sms saying that he is the biggest jerk ever, and I removed him from my contacts. When I saw him at college, he acted like everything is fine. And now he is adding me to FB again. What shall I do? I am so confused, as much as I want to ignore this person and reject his invitation, I also need answers. Why did he treat me like that? Why did he mislead me? I am totally lost. He said he likes me, and that I am a better person than he is. So why did he do this to me? I was never wrong to him, but honest? Do I deserve to be treated like that? And after hurting me wthout apologizing, why would he add me again? Why are people sometimes such jerks? Is he after sex again? He wnats to mislead me again? I feel so hurt and fragile and insecure. I am afraid he will take advanatge of that… What shall I do?