simply confess

I have an addiction. It’s not to drugs or alcohol or cigarettes. But it could kill me any day. I have an addiction to food. For the last 4 years I have binged and purged and binged and purged…thousands of times. And I can’t stop. And it kills me to know that no matter how many calories I expel from my body, I will never be the girl of his dreams.

i can’t sleep no matter how tired i am. even if im not thinking about him, my heart is heavy and the sadness that i live with every day is killing me slowly. i should snap out of it, but when i suddenly think about him i realize that i have been feeling this way ever since… "he" happened to me. he was the one who could make me so happy but at the same time could make me so damn miserable. its a long confusing story and i dont even know what happened exactly between us all i knew was that i cant stay with him because it was not right. unhappy with him unhappy without him but at least with him i had some wonderful moments of real pure happiness, when things were going well. but he never changed. he will never change, so its not even an option to go back to him. and i should be happy, i should snap out of this. but i am just so tired. each day is a fight, i carry my sadness around everywhere. i dont think anything will compare to what i felt with him. that kind of connection just doesnt happen twice in a lifetime. but its gone, its wasted, it wouldnt have even worked out in the long run. but it was so damn beautiful. i need to see a fucking shrink.

I bloody hate it around here. I am surrounded by ass lickers

I cannot refrain from hurting my relatives

i love my ex and i dont think ill ever forget her.Now shes abroad, goin to america by summer and i dont think ill ever see her again in my life..im praying for god everynight to get her to come and live here..i hope you come here baby..i love you..ps":i may be a coward not saying my name, but its not my fault its life tht made me hopeless and scared to reveal who i am..i love you

I still think about him sometimes.. i still cry over him sometimes.. and i miss him, and what we had.
only sometimes…

I want to set up a system of rule that is based on intelligential segregation and abolish democracy and keep the masses under control any way necessary.

I believe i can do it.

I am fed up with this fake town and the fake people that live here … time to move to a country and town where there are real people and a real life to be had

There’s one boy with a heart I love, and a cynicism that makes me laugh forever.
But his feelings are guarded by armor I’m afraid I’ll never break.
There’s another boy who’s sweetness and gentility make my heart swell.
But he’s got his own problems, and a girlfriend who I could never hurt.
And then there’s him. The boy who can’t leave me alone. The boy who used me to cheat on his girlfriend. And somehow I love him still.

i love him,,,but also i have my dreams,,,i want to give my dreams up only for him,,,,,but am strugln to do that!
when i think about my dreams,,,i feel sad,,,coz i really want that,,
but he has certain ruls that i have to keep to be together
he supported me in many events,,,,but still he has limits that he can’t accept certain things in my work
this is our problem,,,,,

I’m not in love with my fiance. I’m in love with a man who will never talk to me again, and I think about him every day.

I missed my chance with you and now you’ll never know how much I love you

In my previous job, i was seduced by my boss… She was very charming and sexy… I felt so cheap after that encounter… But i had to do it… I got a nice raise and annual leave approvals whenever i want… i thought of it as a business deal… But still… I feel cheap…

Its good getting it off my chest…

I once cheated on my gf with her best friend…

I am currently double dating two guys… I know it’s wrong, but I can’t decide who I wana be with as both of them are fabulous…..any advice!